I feel so useless, i haven't been on dA for Ages, let alone submitting or updating stuff D=
'tis kinda hectic on this side, or rather, i'm making it hectic, it shouldn't be.
Anyway, lotsa crap 'bout nothing going on.
It's 6.34AM as i'm writing this, skipped the night |3
Aaand i had my first commission done for me!
[link] if you wanna see it, i think it turned out VERY nice ^^.

I'm hoping i can change my life soonish, so that i can do more useful stuff, develop myself, etc.

I'll turn 18 in 4 days.. Heh, like i'm supposed to be adult or something in all of a sudden.
What defines adulthood? i mean seriously, it's not just 'being able to look after your little brother' or 'being able to walk away wisely at a harsh convo'. It's quite some stuff.
Oh well, i'm sure it'll fit together like my life always puzzles itself together when i'm too lazy to pick up the pieces.

Use.. Purpose.. What defines useful i sometimes ask myself. It's harder then you might actually think, most uses are just relative to some goal, some achievement or target that we've put ourselfs to climb for.

It's 7AM now. I spent another 30 minutes living the way i do i guess.
And i guess that's fine for now, The targets and goals will come into achievement soon enough.
30 minutes won't kill me.

Cheers all, to life, and what it will bring us in it's moments.

~Ced/Xarinatan